Evan asks Lord Blue how to connect with his Crystic Conscience for protection and power, seeking desperate answers for his exhausting high school life. Evan sits on the back steps of his high school, his backpack slumped beside him. The air still buzzes with leftover noise from the day. The parking lot glows under a flat gray sky. Out on the football field, a whistle shrieks, then fades.
One question keeps circling his mind.
Protection.
Inspiration.
Power.
They feel like three cheat codes he is supposed to unlock if he wants to survive junior year without collapsing. Three upgrades he needs…but no one gives him instructions.
He rakes a hand through his hair and stares at the cracks in the concrete.
“How do I get protection, inspiration, and power?” he asks.
To anyone walking by, he looks like he’s talking to himself. But on the step just below him, something sits—or seems to. A presence more than a body: a man in deep blue, edges soft and shimmering like twilight sky.
Lord Blue is not in the staff directory. He doesn’t sign report cards. He appears when Evan’s inner world gets too loud to ignore.
Lord Blue’s voice settles over the steps like a warm blanket. “The key to shielding and empowerment is forming a relationship with your Crystic Conscience,” he says. “Your conscience gives you hints on how to make the best decisions for your soul’s victory. Your inner guide sends signs and signals to lead you along the best path for your soul.”
Evan grimaces. His conscience. That annoying nudge that always wants him to pick the harder, better option.
“I have a science test tomorrow,” he says. “And I don’t want to bother studying. How do I make a better connection with my Crystic Conscience? Who has all the answers?”
He secretly hopes Lord Blue will say, You do, and then beam formulas straight into his brain.
Lord Blue’s eyes soften, but he shakes his head. “Good idea,” he says, “but deep friendship takes time to develop.”
Time is exactly what Evan feels like he doesn’t have.
“Great,” he says, half sarcastic, half serious. “Then let’s get started.”
Lord Blue continues as if bell schedules and test dates don’t exist. “Souls without spiritual protection are vulnerable,” he says. “Those who lack or ignore divine inspiration struggle to progress toward graduation from soul school. People who lack spiritual power feel hopeless and helpless and are tempted to turn to the dark side for power. The first step is to put on your mystic armor and start asking questions.”
“I’m always asking questions,” Evan says. “So I’m way ahead of the game.”
He makes it a joke, but part of him clings to it. If curiosity counts as armor, maybe he isn’t completely defenseless.
Lord Blue lifts an eyebrow. “Ask questions with unknown answers, but easy to check,” he says. “What time is it? Who is ringing the doorbell? How much do I weigh? What will be in the mail today? What presents will I get for my birthday?”
Evan squints. “How does that help?”
He wants a ritual—a spell. Glowing sigils, floating runes. Not… guessing what’s in the mailbox.
“Ask many simple questions with definite, knowable answers,” Lord Blue says, “then listen for answers. At first, ask and immediately say whatever comes into your mind, without pausing to reason it out. Don’t try to calculate a probable answer. For example, ask, ‘What time is it?’ and immediately say, ‘Ten o’clock.’ You must be completely unattached to being right or wrong. The trick is to train your response from your soul mind, not your brain. Pick questions your soul can know, but your brain doesn’t.”
Evan imagines blurting out random answers in chemistry class and winces.
“Can you guarantee an A if I do that for my science test?” he asks, half joking, half desperate.
Lord Blue shakes his head. “This soul power is only useful if you practice and master it,” he says. “Many beings outside your brain have already been practicing how to project thoughts into your mind. Your mind is a battleground of thoughts competing for your attention. Each of your five senses sends information to your brain. Your brain tosses this information around and mixes it with old images and memories. Other people’s thoughts can slide in, noticed or unnoticed. You can receive thoughts and images from heavenly, celestial, or alien beings. Thoughts can travel instantly around or through the planet. You can receive impressions from nature spirits, animals, ghosts, other souls—even demons.”
Evan’s mind turns that into a picture: his skull as a crowded hallway between classes. Lockers slam. Voices overlap. Strangers shove thoughts into his hands and pockets whether he wants them or not.
“I thought this was going to be easier,” he says. “My brain is starting to feel very crowded.”
“For most people,” Lord Blue says, “all these ideas and images get lumped into ‘my own thoughts.’ They believe electrochemical reactions in the brain trigger all cognition. They don’t believe any content can come directly from outside the physical body. They think everything in their mind comes from their five senses and memories.”
Evan leans forward, elbows on his knees. “So why do you think they’re wrong?”
“I have practiced asking questions and listening for answers,” Lord Blue says. “I have proved it to myself.”
Proved. The word hits Evan like a rope thrown across a gap.
“Then prove it to me,” he says. “Give me a magical demonstration of your mystical mental might.”
He braces, waiting for something cinematic—glowing hands, levitating trash cans, at least a dramatic gust of wind.
Instead, Lord Blue smiles faintly. “I have no interest in performing tricks or forcing you to believe,” he says. “I’m here to teach you how to experiment with mystical powers and use them to improve your life. You must learn to discern where your thoughts come from, so you know which ones you can trust.”
Evan feels irritation flare. He wants shortcuts. He gets homework.
“How do I do that,” he asks, “if I don’t know where the thoughts come from? What if no one is sending me anything?”
“Ask bigger questions out loud and listen for answers,” Lord Blue says. “You must learn to hear the difference between true and false teachers.”
Evan leans his head back against the warm brick and stares up at the flat gray sky.
“Let me summarize,” he says. “First, I talk to myself. Then I get voices in my head. Then I have conversations with invisible beings. This is exactly how crazy people act. Are you trying to train me to be crazy?”
Beneath the sarcasm, there’s a sharp edge of fear. He has no interest in becoming that kid—the one everyone whispers about.
“You asked how to get inspiration, protection, and power,” Lord Blue says calmly. “Those things come from the mystic world, through your soul and your sponsoring master teachers. First, you must form relationships—and figure out who you can trust. If you build trust with a false teacher, you still receive protection, inspiration, and power—but the wrong kind. You’ll be fed lies, distracted with fantasy, and trained to use anger, hatred, and revenge as fuel.”
Evan thinks about anger—the hot, sharp rush of it. It’s so much easier than being honest or scared.
“Can’t you use your superpowers to slip into my brain and label which voices are safe?” he asks. “You can hypnotize me. We’ll speed things up. I have a science test tomorrow, and I don’t want to be up all night. Here.”
He digs into his pocket and pulls out his grandfather’s old silver watch, cool and heavy in his hand. He lets it dangle on its chain.
“Use this,” he says. “Totally classic, right? Just swing it and tell me who the bad guys are.”
Lord Blue chuckles but doesn’t take it. “Go away and study for your test,” he says. “We’ll continue this another time.”
The world snaps back into normal. Whistle shriek. Locker slam. Dumpster lid clatter.
Evan looks at his textbooks, sighs, and heads home.
He studies.
Evan uses inner guidance on his science test and Lord Blue explains how false teachers corrupt the mind during their afternoon meeting at the park. The science classroom smells like dry-erase markers and nerves.
Desks line up in rows. Test packets sit face-down like landmines.
“You may begin,” the teacher says.
Pages flip—pencils scratch.
Evan turns his test over. Some questions make sense. Others look like they were written in a language invented five minutes ago.
When he hits a total blank, a memory surfaces: Ask and listen.
He can’t talk out loud, so he asks silently: What’s the answer?
No beam of light hits his forehead—no voice blasts through the ceiling. But sometimes a word or number pops into his mind without him working it out step by step. It just arrives. He circles one option, then another. Fills in a blank. It’s not magic. Not exactly.
More like being gently nudged.
After the final bell, he walks to the small park five blocks from school. He sits on a graffiti-covered wooden bench facing a strip of grass and a line of bare trees.
Lord Blue joins him as quietly as a guilty thought.
“How did the science test go?” Lord Blue asks.
Evan shrugs, but a reluctant smile tugs at his mouth. “When I didn’t know the answer,” he says, “I asked the question in my head—since we can’t talk in class. It helped. Some ideas just…showed up.”
He refuses to call it mystical. But it didn’t feel totally random either.
“Your Crystic Conscience needs to be nurtured and befriended,” Lord Blue says. “Treat him like an actual being. Give him respect, trust, and gratitude throughout the day, not just on test days. Treat him like your best friend. He deserves more attention than your video games.”
“That sounds really weird,” Evan says.
Weird and a little threatening. The idea that something inside him deserves loyalty and time, more than any feed or game.
“True,” Lord Blue says. “But think of what your inner guide can do. He has the skills and wisdom to help with important decisions. He’s better than a genie in a bottle. You also have mystic sponsors—souls who volunteer to guide you through soul school. There is a hierarchical buddy system. They help you now, and after you graduate with a master’s degree, you can sponsor new embodied students. The oldest masters help the newly graduated. Everyone gets a chance to sponsor struggling souls.”
Evan twists the strings of his hoodie tight—invisible sponsors. Cosmic buddy systems. It sounds ridiculous—and yet some part of him wants it to be true.
“Let me recap,” he says slowly. “I can make friends in the virtuous spiritual world or the corrupted astral world, and I don’t know how to tell the difference. The good spirits teach me cosmic laws and Truth. The bad ones fill me with lies and confusion. Good guys rely on virtuous feelings. Evil spirits rely on negative emotions. I already know what unselfish care feels like, and what selfish meanness feels like, so maybe that can be my compass. Trust the voice that pushes me toward something kind and unselfish. Don’t trust the one that wants me to be cruel, selfish, or violent.”
He catches himself thinking, I actually believe that. Simple. Not easy.
“That is a logical starting point,” Lord Blue says. “But false teachers often use ninety percent truth and ten percent lies. They’ll encourage you to give to the poor, house the homeless, support the needy—and then feed your pride for being such a good person. They’ll distract you with ‘harmless’ fantasies and tell you to accept everyone’s harmful fantasies in the name of being open-minded. They’ll motivate you to hate anyone who doesn’t accept their new moral code. They’ll twist words like justice, equity, diversity, and inclusion until you use them as weapons against whoever they tell you is unacceptable. They’ll nurture your anger and revenge against anyone who doesn’t support their causes.”
Evan thinks of comment sections erupting beneath a single post. Videos splicing clips to prove exactly who the villains are. Rants about climate, identity, government, enemies.
“I thought a one-world government would bring universal peace,” he says quietly. “Why shouldn’t I want that?”
“My point,” Lord Blue says, “is that your mind has already been infiltrated with false beliefs, fake missions, and wrong desires.”
The words sting. Evan looks away. A jogger passes the playground with headphones in, sealed inside their own soundtrack.
“You’re whittling away my options,” Evan says. “Next, you’re going to tell me I can’t even trust the internet, social media, TV ads, or movie ‘lessons.’”
“Correct,” Lord Blue says without blinking. “False teachers are everywhere. They’ve corrupted almost everything.”
“These are my last hope,” Evan says. “There’s no way for me to know who or what I can trust.”
Helplessness rises in him like cold water. If everything is poisoned, what’s the point of drinking anything?
“I said establishing spiritual friendships is difficult,” Lord Blue says. “Trusting every ghost that mutters from the other side is not wise. Blindly trusting books, media, and human teachers often fills you with false beliefs, fake missions, and wrong desires. Good, sincere people can still be carrying ten percent misinformation.”
“So what do you recommend?” Evan asks. His voice is getting flat. Tired.
“To verify trustworthiness,” Lord Blue says, “use a three-part check system. One: your conscience. Two: logic and memory. Three: multiple sources of information—books, speeches, experiences. Include gut feelings, inspiration, and insight. Truth can survive tests. Lies melt when you press them.”
“I should say that the next time a teacher marks my answer wrong,” Evan mutters.
“Lies surround each truth,” Lord Blue continues. “Fakes mimic every trustworthy being. Every cosmic law is wrapped in excuses and fake exceptions. Media about the mystical world is about five percent truth and ninety-five percent lies.”
“You are really discouraging me,” Evan says. “Why can’t I just try hard to believe and have it automatically be true? Why can’t I trust the good in everyone? People say the universe is all one, everything is connected, be at peace, and all is well.”
“You’re free to experiment with that and see where it gets you,” Lord Blue says. “Many souls choose the school of hard knocks. They don’t want to know the consequences now; they think they’ll deal with them later. Not knowing doesn’t erase reality. Souls are responsible for staying in soul school until they graduate. The physical world is not always beautiful and harmonious. There are untrustworthy people and untrustworthy spirits.”
Evan projects a spiritual firewall around a homeless man and is attacked by a swarm of astral serpents as his conversation with Lord Blue shifts into a dangerous practical test. Silence stretches between them. The wind stirs the trees. Somewhere, a basketball thumps against concrete.
“We’re running in circles and not getting anything solid,” Evan says. “How do I get protection, inspiration, and power? Start with protection. Everybody should know how to put up a spiritual shield, even if they don’t believe in monsters.”
“There are two main options,” Lord Blue says. “You can fill your aura with virtuous light energy. And you can ask someone else to project a wall of light outside your aura. Both defenses are weakened or destroyed by anger, hatred, revenge, or disobedience.”
Evan imagines walking into school wearing invisible armor that cracks whenever he silently curses someone.
“So I leave myself unprotected when I’m… naughty,” he says. The word feels childish and uncomfortably accurate. “I don’t like it, but it makes sense. A kid who lets go of Mom’s hand and runs into the street is suddenly unprotected.”
“Virtuous thoughts, feelings, and actions build protection,” Lord Blue says. “Addictions, vices, and harmful actions tear holes in it.”
“Easy to say,” Evan mutters. “It could take lifetimes to master being virtuous. Fine. What about inspiration?”
“Wise, spiraling information and motivation come from your Crystic Conscience and graduated masters,” Lord Blue says. “Learn who you can trust. Make friends. Follow their guidance.”
“Another simple answer that takes more lifetimes,” Evan says. “Let’s move on to what I actually care about: empowerment.”
Lord Blue’s expression tightens, like they’ve reached a dangerous intersection. “Power must be balanced with wisdom and virtue, or it leads to disaster,” he says. “Power can create or destroy. Picture a workshop full of tools and heavy equipment. Each tool multiplies your power. You can’t drive a nail with your fist, but you can with a hammer—once you practice using it. With training, you can operate bulldozers and road graders and move mountains of dirt.
“Mystic powers work the same. They grow from abilities you practice and master. Soul school teaches you how to handle spiritual tools. False teachers offer you shortcuts—sorcery, black magic, witchcraft. They let you use power without wisdom or virtue. They don’t use pure Holy Spirit fire—they use corrupted chaos energy.”
In Evan’s mind, two workshops appear. One is bright and orderly, tools hanging clean and ready. The other is a warped copy, tools twisted and humming with a sick, hungry light.
“I get it,” he says slowly. “Empowerment is multiplying my strength with tools and skills I’ve actually learned to use. I can take the long route—soul school, cosmic laws, virtue—or I can take the shortcut: dark magic, chaos energy, no rules.” A dark spark of curiosity flickers inside him. “Let me think which way I should go.”
“Free will has advantages and dangers,” Lord Blue says. “You’re always free to choose the easy path, even if you don’t know where it leads. But if you keep choosing the easy downward spiral, you eventually wake up at the bottom of a deep pit with no way out.”
The air around Evan feels heavier, like storm clouds are forming just beyond the trees.
And then he sees something that turns theory into a test.
Days pass. The conversation with Lord Blue loops in his head while he drifts through classes, watching other students act out scripts they don’t know they’re reading.
One afternoon, he returns to the park with a turkey sandwich in a crinkled paper wrapper. He drops onto his usual bench.
Along the path, near a cluster of trees, a man lies half-curled on the ground, bundled in layers of dirty clothes. His face is hollow and gray.
Evan unwraps his sandwich and takes a bite. Guilt tugs at him with every chew. Lord Blue’s words about helping, pride, and false missions echo in his mind. The man on the ground looks like the world has already decided what he is.
Under his breath, Evan says, “I practice my soul powers while I sit here eating this sandwich. I project a shield of light around that homeless guy.”
He hears Lord Blue’s voice as clearly as if the blue-robed figure sits beside him. “Neighbors living on the street are tough targets for testing your mystic ability,” Lord Blue says. “How does it go?”
Evan closes his eyes.
“I focus pure light in my heart,” he says, “and direct it like a stream. I visualize a ten-foot-tall wall of blue fire around him.”
Inside his inner sight, light pours from the center of his chest—cool and bright. It arcs across the path and rises into a tall, transparent wall of blue fire around the man.
The man sighs and, for a second, smiles—wide and toothless, eyes flickering awake as if feeling warmth for the first time in days.
Then Evan sees them.
A swarm of flying creatures circles the man—snake-like beings, their bodies long and shimmering like oily smoke. They dart and weave, testing the wall. Each time they brush the blue fire, sparks fly, and they recoil.
They circle faster. Desperation grows. One lunges. Then another.
“The swarm circles like a pack of wolves,” Evan says. “They’re looking for a weak spot.”
He glances from the man to the creatures. “I’m worried about him,” he says, “but he doesn’t want to live in a home.”
The memory of free will gnaws at him. Still, he can’t just watch.
“I say a prayer out loud for Archangel Michael to protect him,” Evan continues. “An angel appears next to him, wearing armor with a huge shield and a fiery sword. The swarm whips around to attack him.”
“What were they thinking?” Lord Blue says. “Guardian angels are mighty. You’d think they’d know not to attack a ten-foot-tall divine soldier.”
The armored angel lifts his sword. Blue-white fire runs along the blade.
He swings.
Serpents twist to dodge. Some slam into his shield instead. Each hit scorches and shrinks them, but they keep swarming, shrieking and spitting.
“The hissing entities shrink with each blow,” Evan says. “They try to bite through his armor. A few teeth get through, but the mystic armor holds.”
“What does the man do?” Lord Blue asks.
“At first he just lies there,” Evan says, “but as the snakes get smaller, he gets more agitated. He reaches out toward them like he’s inviting friends over. One serpent forces its way through a thin spot, and the man grabs it and hugs it to his chest.”
“Why do you think he wants them?” Lord Blue asks.
“This guy has a dependent relationship with those things,” Evan says slowly. “They keep him company while they squeeze the life out of him. It must be time to feed his addiction. The flying entities get more desperate and aggressive. He craves his heroin. He identifies as a drug user. He claims the right to do whatever he wants to his body. He hates that the angel is stopping him from meeting his ‘friends.’ He wants revenge on whoever is getting between him and his high. He reaches past the shield, grabs the snakes and pulls them against him. More and more squeeze through. The blue firewall fractures and fades. The angel sheaths his sword, sighs, and turns away. He throws up his hands in a gesture of surrender and flies off to help someone else who actually wants protection.”
White Holy Spirit fire and those dark, clinging feelings don’t mix.
“The man can’t tell the difference between his real friends and real enemies,” Lord Blue says. “He rejects the protection you and the angel give, so the shield collapses. Angels don’t stay where they aren’t wanted. His anger and hatred destroy the light you’re sending.”
The serpents swarm back in.
“They feed on whatever light is left in him,” Evan says quietly, “as he shoots up one last time. His eyes go dull. His skin turns gray. He takes his final breath.”
Evan sees himself drop the sandwich and jump up.
“I stand to see if I can help him,” he says.
In that moment, every fat, squirming creature turns. Dozens of red eyes lock onto him.
“The banquet fills them,” he says. “They grow larger. A chorus of eerie hissing breaks out: ‘Let’s make him our dessert.’ And they charge.”
“Oh my,” Lord Blue says. “That’s unexpected. Now you’re their next course.”
“The bad guys attack me,” Evan says, “using a three-layered strategy: distraction, discouragement, and disconnection.”
The test he asked for has arrived.
Astral serpents attack Evan with fear and tempt him to escape into a delusional fantasy world as the mystical battle intensifies. His first instinct is pure animal.
“My whole body wants to turn and run,” he says. “Who am I to stand against things an angel couldn’t destroy? Part of me doesn’t want to believe any of this is real. I’ve studied soul-school lessons and practiced inner vision, but can I trust what I see?”
The flying phantoms swoop closer, shrieking.
“Run away, run away,” they chant. “Flee into fantasy. You’ll be safe there. Be afraid of your tests. They’re unfair. They’re designed to make you fail. Let us fill you with fear. Let terror be your rocket fuel. Just keep running and postponing your tests. Nothing matters.”
“They’re afraid of soul students who pass their tests and grow more powerful,” Lord Blue says.
“The lead attackers fire arrows tipped with doubt and fear,” Evan says. “Some pierce weak spots in my shield. Terror floods in. I shake and twitch like a terrified rabbit. I want to sprint in any direction until the fear burns itself out. Everything inside me screams, Run.”
The monsters snarl and twist their faces into masks designed to terrify.
“I can feel their fear being shoved into me,” Evan says. “It melts holes in my barrier. They pour more terror into those holes. Their glowing eyes gleam with triumph as I start to turn away.”
“I hope you notice,” Lord Blue says, “it’s their fear of you they’re pushing into you. They fear the light inside you. They’ve rejected the Holy Spirit, so that fire doesn’t claim them as friends. They flood you with their fear of the divine power within you.”
The realization is thin as spider silk, but Evan grabs it.
“The arrows hit my solar plexus,” he says. “The exploding fear scrambles my thoughts. They hijack my imagination.”
Suddenly, he’s drifting through an empty world.
“I float into a blank, endless space where my creativity can build anything,” he says. “I can make whatever I want in this chilly heavenly hell. I can rewrite who I am and where I am. It feels like a gift of unlimited fantasy in exchange for running from reality. First, I have to abandon Truth, then I can swallow their lies.”
A cozy scene snaps into place in his mind: a warm fire, friends, family, safe laughter.
“I don’t care about the battle anymore,” he says. “I could just read a fantasy book or stream a superhero movie. Whatever I do feels like it won’t matter.”
“They want you to trade fear for fantasy,” Lord Blue says. “Your imagination can create peace as easily as panic. They don’t want you reading the mystic books written by your sponsoring teachers.”
More creatures pour in, drawn by his bright aura.
“More angry beings fly toward me, squealing and screaming,” he says. “It’s a full-scale attack. They push more fantasy delusions through the widening holes in my shield.”
Their voices soften, sugary and comforting.
“Don’t worry,” they croon. “We’re here to help. Just relax. Pretend everything is fine. Life is so much easier when you don’t face reality. Close your eyes and dream. Nothing matters. Give in to every desire. Escape into fantasy.”
“A soul that stops caring loses motivation to study,” Lord Blue says.
“I feel like I’m running in place,” Evan says. “My ego wants to abandon my soul and bolt into the fantasy world. I imagine myself by the fire again, surrounded by people who love me. It’s like instant heaven, as long as I keep imagining it. Soft music plays, covering a hypnotic chant: I don’t know, and I don’t care.”
Not knowing feels like a shield—because if he doesn’t know what lurks around him, then he doesn’t have to care, doesn’t have to act.
“I understand why they say ignorance is bliss,” he says. “I want to sink into these distractions and forget everything.”
“Many humans say they’re incapable of knowing truth,” Lord Blue says. “They think that excuses them from seeking it. They believe what they don’t know can’t hurt them.”
But the illusion flickers.
“Then things change,” Evan says. “My friends vanish. The fire goes cold. I try to imagine it warm again, but it doesn’t work. The sun disappears. Everything tries to drain the last bit of warmth from me. I strain to rebuild the fantasy, but my fear follows me in and infects it.”
“The world of self-delusion is tempting,” Lord Blue says. “Any problem can be numbed for a while by daydreaming, but reality keeps shaking us awake.”
“I see it now,” Evan says. “It’s their fear, not mine, building up inside me. They want me to run away, powered by their terror.”
“Use this fear to escape everything,” the serpents hiss. “Let it overrule your common sense. Don’t bother protecting your virtues. Just keep running. You’ll never have to face anything.”
“They want you using corrupted energy,” Lord Blue says, “because they’ve convinced you virtuous energy is too weak.”
In the middle of panic and fake comfort, another voice whispers.
“A quiet voice inside warns me,” Evan says. “My Crystic Conscience shocks me awake. I hear myself think, I am awake. Part of me still knows I’m trying to flee into a pretend world. I know fear and doubt are not enough to save me.”
He plants his mental feet.
“I turn back to face them,” he says. “Just before the lead serpent reaches me, I call for reinforcement. I draw energy from my heart and seal the fear holes. I focus virtuous energy into strands of mystic fire, weaving my firewall back together. I summon healing violet fire to wash through my whole being. I feel fear burning out of me. The leading entities don’t expect a stronger wall. They slam into it. They hiss and writhe as the fire burns them up.”
In his inner sight, blue, violet, and gold flames weave into a living barrier. Each serpent that hits it bursts into sparks and ash.
“One of the first lessons soul students learn is protection,” Lord Blue says. “The monsters fill you with their fear and push you toward fantasy. Passing this test takes practice. You’re here telling the story, so you must have passed.”
But the battle isn’t over.
Astral serpents pierce Evan's shield with poison spears and attempt to freeze his virtuous feelings, pushing him closer to spiritual defeat. “The remaining serpents circle me,” Evan says, “searching for another weak spot. They charge again, launching poison-tipped spears. Some punch through my shield. The toxin numbs me and weakens my aura. More spears slip through. Cold spreads into me. My instincts say: Freeze. Do nothing. Maybe they’ll attack someone else.”
The shield thins. The chill digs in.
“My heart grows cold,” he says. “The fire in my chest shrinks to a flicker. I’m totally discouraged. My virtuous feelings turn to ice. The warmth of caring disappears. I want to surrender and give up my soul. My wisdom fades. I stop caring enough to act. My brain stops humming with ideas. The nothingness creeps into my bones.”
Around him, the enemies chant: “I quit. I surrender. I am helpless.”
“Many discouraged humans sit on the sidelines,” Lord Blue says. “They haven’t developed mystic tools. They can’t defend themselves or others. They can’t tell friends from enemies.”
“My confidence is gone,” Evan says. “Who am I to oppose them? Where would I get power? I want to act, but my thoughts are frozen. I know I need courage, but I can’t feel it.”
“You’re frozen mid-reboot,” Lord Blue says gently. “That’s a lonely place.”
Evan refuses to shut his inner eyes.
“I face my attackers again,” he says, “but I don’t slip back into fantasy. I’m alone, frozen in time and space. Can’t run. Can’t move. It feels like my soul has died. I need outside help. I remember I can call on legions of divine light.”
“Losing touch with your soul feels like losing your most talented part,” Lord Blue says. “But you know help is available. You have to ask.”
The quiet voice returns, cutting through the chant of despair.
“My conscience shocks me awake again,” Evan says. “I hear a voice inside: Call upon your mystic sponsors. I clutch that thread and follow it into my heart. A song rises from deep inside:
You are a child of the light. You were created in the image of God. You are a son of the Highest.
“My lips feel frozen, but I crack the ice and start singing it.”
He repeats the lines, again and again.
“That’s a song mothers can sing to their children,” Lord Blue says softly.
“As I sing, the flame in my heart roars to life,” Evan says. “Blue, yellow, and pink fire expand beyond my body. Ignorance and carelessness melt. I shout at my enemies, ‘I call upon my mystic saviors!’ Virtuous feelings flood my bones. Holy Spirit light radiates from me, turning me into a blazing sun. I remember that my soul matters. I thaw out and reclaim my connection to wisdom, virtue, and power. I shout with pink, blue, and yellow fire, ‘I am an awakened soul student, and I have friends in high places!’”
“Did you call the local police?” Lord Blue asks, dryly.
Evan barks a short laugh. “Police don’t show up for this kind of trespassing,” he says. “Maybe a social worker would show up tomorrow to write a report about what’s left of me. Instead, I call for a legion of blue-flame warrior angels. I want them here. I need them.”
They arrive instantly.
“They wear blinding armor and carry long flaming swords,” he says. “They wade into the horde, cutting through the creatures. This time, their blades slice right through. The monsters fall in squirming pieces that pile up around me.”
“This time,” Lord Blue says, “the monsters don’t have a human friend defending them. They’re breaking cosmic law by attacking you directly. Their ignorance makes them vulnerable.”
“When the angels arrive,” Evan says, “the entities scream for reinforcements. They think they’ve defeated angels before, so they’re sure they can win again. A dark hole rips open under us. Demons and monsters crawl out, racing toward us. The flying entities regroup and change tactics.”
“How long does this story go on?” Lord Blue asks wryly. “Are you making this up to get out of class?”
“Ask the angels about their dented armor,” Evan says. “There’s only one more part.”
Monsters tempt Evan to use chaos energy but he uses Holy Spirit power and lightning to destroy them in a dramatic final stand. The sky inside his vision grows darker, thick with flapping wings and black shapes.
“The angels keep holding the line,” Evan says, “but more creatures keep pouring in. The sky grows crowded with them.”
One serpent glides closer, staying just out of reach of the swords. Its voice is slick, almost friendly.
“You should be upset,” it says. “All this darkness appears because you tried to do something good. Stop using that restrictive Holy Spirit power. Taste the freedom of chaos energy. Get angry. Fight back with anything and everything—legal, illegal, it doesn’t matter.”
“Their anger and hatred burn holes in my shield,” Evan says. “Those flames feed my fighting instincts. My ego wants to explode, to scream about how unfair this is.”
Another serpent joins in. “Feel the injustice of your enemies cheating,” it hisses. “You don’t have to stay virtuous when they break the rules. What chance does your weak light have against a thousand raging spirits? You have every reason to ignore cosmic law right now. This is war. No rules. Let your frustration build into a scream strong enough to flatten them all. Channel chaos energy. Look how bright it glows.”
“The anger calls to me,” Evan says. “I want to pull it into my heart, as the homeless man did.”
“Let’s be friends,” the serpent purrs. “Use me to save yourself. When bullies don’t play fair, you don’t have to either.”
“Rebellion and revenge feel powerful,” Lord Blue says. “But using chaos energy always comes with a brutal price.”
“I feel seeds of hate and anger sprouting inside me,” Evan says. “They grow, fed by resentment. I want them dead. I don’t care how. The anger wriggles into my core energy reserves. It infects my pure light like a grenade thrown into an ammo dump. One explosion triggers another and another. I feel cut off from my spiritual soul. I’m desperate for any power source. I feel like a bomb, jammed full of unstable energy. I’m willing to blow myself up to wipe them out.”
“Nice fake heroism,” Lord Blue says. “That’s not how it works. You’d go off like firecrackers—tons of uncontrolled, undirected bursts. You’d drain your reserves and end up powerless. The swarm would feast on the negative energy you spread for them.”
“I’m looking for empowerment,” Evan says. “Real power to fight back. The world around me feels dark and insane. The angels fight, but I want to help. I can feel dark power building, but I know my soul was trained to only use Holy Spirit power, not the dark side. My Crystic Conscience keeps whispering: Don’t be angry. Don’t hate. Don’t fear. Those feelings feed your enemies. They weaken you.”
“Tests have many layers,” Lord Blue says. “Winning with cheating isn’t victory. Drugs, alcohol, fantasy—they distract you from the real fight. Using negative emotions is thrilling, but it snaps your alliance with divine beings.”
Evan remembers the homeless man hugging his serpents as his shield shattered.
“I’ve seen what happens to the firewall when someone chooses the monsters,” he says. “I know my protection will break if I give in to rage. I want the rush of power, but I fight for peace in my soul. Their anger and hatred leak through my shield like acid. They want me to multiply that feeling and fling it back. That wouldn’t be divine power at all.”
“Sounds like you’re finally ready to use your real superpowers,” Lord Blue says.
“I take a deep breath and call to my Crystic Conscience,” Evan says. “I reach back toward my best friend beyond this world. I apologize for ditching my Savior. I admit I need help and Holy Spirit energy. As soon as I reconnect, I send virtuous energy to reseal the new holes in my shield. Just in time. Creatures that expected an opening slam head-on into the restored firewall and disintegrate. A second before, hatred and anger had torn a gap there.”
“Catch any of this on camera?” Lord Blue asks.
“Very funny,” Evan says. “I finally trust myself enough to use my tools of light. The ground shakes as I call down bolts of blue lightning. I command them to shatter the attack. I send golden chains whipping out to bind the dark creatures. I launch violet-flame bombs to transmute their corrupted cores. The battle ignites.”
Inside his mind, he feels like he’s riding a storm instead of drowning in it. Blue lightning cracks through the air, striking clusters of serpents and demons, freezing them. Golden chains coil, snapping around bodies, yanking them tight. Spheres of violet fire fall like comets, exploding in bursts that turn blackness into shining dust.
“The angels keep thrusting and slicing every beast that dares our circle,” he says. “The monsters are caught off guard. Their own hatred binds them together. Their momentum pulls them into a tight spiral around me. They try to escape, but their rage traps them. They spin faster and faster until they grind themselves into stardust.”
He watches as the cyclone of darkness implodes. The angels sheathe their swords. The gaping hole to hell seals shut.
“A violet fire sweeps through,” Evan says, “burning away the last scraps of darkness. Sparkling light hangs in the air. A faint circular stain marks the ground around my bench.”
Slowly, the park returns: wood, grass, trees, a distant dog bark. Cars hum along the street.
Lord Blue’s voice is warm. “I think you passed all three of your tests,” he says. “So what do you do next?”
Evan looks down at his hands, then at the half-eaten sandwich on the bench.
“I’m hungry,” he says. “So I sit down and finish my turkey sandwich.”
For a moment, everything is ordinary again: bread, meat, chew, swallow, traffic.
But nothing inside him is the same.
Lord Blue’s voice echoes like a final lesson. “Let me summarize your enemies’ three-layer strategy. One: driven by fear, they push you to run away into fantasy. Two: they freeze your thoughts and inspiration so you forget to call for help. Three: they make you crave power, then tempt you to use corrupted emotion instead of Holy Spirit force.”
Evan stares at the faint circular mark in his inner vision, overlapping the dirt in front of the real bench.
Protection. Inspiration. Power.
They aren’t upgrades handed down from somewhere else.
They are skills—dangerous, beautiful skills—he is just beginning to practice in a world that looks ordinary and is anything but.
Chapter Synopsis: Evan sits on his high school's back steps and then at a local park, asking Lord Blue how to gain spiritual protection, divine inspiration, and true empowerment. Through practical mental exercises, he learns how to distinguish between genuine guidance from his Crystic Conscience and deceptive thoughts planted by false teachers or astral entities. After successfully putting these lessons to the test by visualizing a spiritual shield and surviving a massive psychological and astral assault from demonic serpents, Evan learns to rely on Holy Spirit fire and divine assistance rather than fear, fantasy, or corrupt chaos energy.
Core Themes & Laws:
Forming a strong relationship with the Crystic Conscience and spiritual sponsors is essential for receiving divine protection, inspiration, and true power.
The human mind is a battleground where electrochemical memories, nature spirits, ghosts, and false teachers constantly project competing thoughts and temptations.
False teachers and astral entities use a three-layered strategy of distraction/fear, freezing thought to prevent divine help, and tempting the soul to use corrupted chaos energy.
True mystic empowerment relies on disciplined Holy Spirit energy, virtues, and the spoken word rather than selfish anger, revenge, or delusional fantasy.
Key Entities Featured in this Document:
Evan: A high school junior navigating the challenges of soul school, learning to ask inner guidance questions, and surviving a complex astral battle.
Lord Blue: A twilight-hued spiritual mentor and mystic mediator who guides Evan through mental experiments and defensive spiritual training.
Archangel Michael: A mighty divine soldier accompanied by legions of blue-flame warrior angels who assist Evan against astral serpents.